Pain would have been good
Or anger
Even contempt
I wouldn’t have grudged you
Any emotion
That you
Stirred in me
But when I looked across the table
At you
I saw a stranger
Who was such a pauper
Could not even
Invoke curiosity
In me
like
Those desert iguanas
Two unblinking eyes
From the sheath of sand
You are a lost cause
A more
Decrepit soul
Not even in cavernous hell
Thank god I didn’t
Let you drag me there